me
here, I open up about a hoofla of random things. she means alot to me and I can't be bothered to stick with rules when writing about her. you have been informed and please do not be surprised when you read a whole bunch of bullshit thta has nothing to do with the character.
yeah, me. her name is pronounced how you think it is. it's pronounced like the pronoun but it comes from the japanese word for eyeball, me. this is where the trigger warning aforementioned comes in . this is an oc i created to comfort me with my eating disorder. i thought of her idea in february and designed her in june. out of all the OCs I still use she's probably the one I've drawn the most. All my stories and characters have a "moral of the story" type thing. Well, she doesn't really have a moral but she and the story i have planned for her is supposed to show that anorexia is glorified and romanticized by the world while bulimia is considered disgusting and shameful. Sort of a reason I refrain from talking about her is my worries that people will think I am treating eating disorders as labels to collecy. It's very true though that you can suffer from one and develop another overtime. That's what happened to me, but I won't get too detailed. That's also what happens to her. She has already developed anorexia when we meet her at the start of the story, but overtime we see her develop purging bulimia (as in she pukes.). I keep wanting to write about the characters and such and the whole story but I keep forgetting to write about the main one / her personality. She's a reserved girl who loves her job, she is a maid and is extremely skilled at cleaning. She shares a mansion with a very rich family with one child who she's been tasked to focus on more often than not. She is naive and stubborn and gaslights herself with ease. The main antagonist of her life is the girls father. He views her as more of a slave than a cleaning lady, often asking for more innapropriate personal favors. this doesnt mean he always gets them. I once wrote a big paragraph on her story in an old friend groups discord server but deleted it out of shame. I will try and brainstorm a more organized paragraph of all my thoughts instead of typing them as I go, which is what I'm doing now
